January 18, 2014@11:43 PM
So I'm on the World Odyssey Tour right now and we are currently in New York. I'm so done with this. 

This trip would've been so enjoyable if I wasn't sick for pretty much half of it (and still am). It only started off with an itchy throat for 5 days but I then I had a bit of a fever for 2 days and from then super runny nose for a few and from then until now I still have a runny nose and an itchy throat. But to add to that my rib cage started hurting so much that I had to is out going to Broadway last night since I knew I wouldn't be able to enjoy it anyway. 

After telling Ms B (mama B) that I couldn't go I went back up and took se panadol. I was facetiming my dad and some other relatives for an hour or so and whinging to them :L I've just felt so homesick these past few days and I miss my family so much :(

But an hour after I finally decided to go to sleep, I threw up. I was so fucking done. I was gonna call mama B's room but I got the wrong number so it didn't work so I tried calling her mobile but apparently there's something wrong with her phone. Nothing worked and there was no one to contact and I just sat there feelings mega homesick. I actually thought I was going to start crying right there. But before I did, I called her room once more and it transferred to the operator and she forwarded the call to Mama B. She came to my room and stayed with me until everyone else came back from broadway and that made me feel so much better (mentally anyway).

I can't wait for the end of the tour jfc

January 1, 2014@6:00 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! Wow we have to start getting used to writing 2014 now :')

So 2013 has been pretty hectic with HSC and everything ^^" Who knew year 12 would be over so quickly. All that last minute cramming; stressing before a test; then just winging it cos there was just no energy left to stress about it anymore; and finally it was over. I know that I could've studied harder and there were times - alot of times actually - when I've slacked off. But I'm happy with my efforts because I never would've thought that I could even get over 95 and ^^ I've had pretty bad studying and homework habits since junior years so I still tried my best to concentrate and hopefully I will be able to study harder next year in uni.

I reckon the highlight of this year, as with any other year was meeting new people as well as getting even closer with my friends. I've met many awesome and outgoing people from cosplay or just through friends and all of them have just made this year a blast and not as stressful for me. Without the destress karaoke sessions or just hanging out at caps, I don't think I could've survived this year so well^^

I guess another thing that has happened this year is that I became a fujoshi. HAHAHAHA I don't know if it's a good or bad thing :'D It all just started with wondering why so many of my friends loved yaoi so much. Man I did not understand at all before. So, since you really shouldn't say something is bad without even giving it a chance, I searched yaoi something (I forgot what it was) but the thing that came up was 'Koisuru Boukun' so without even knowing what it was about I watched it. I'm so glad that was what I watched first because it was just so cute I can't even ;w; MIDORIN IS GOD OKAY. But yeah... being a fujoshi is happiness =w=

So okay new year resolutions hmmmm.....
  1. Well I start uni next year so I guess to actually study hard and aim higher than just passing. I'm not 100% sure what course I'll actually be doing in the end and without trying it I don't know if I'll like it but hopefully I will enjoy studying the course I've chosen.
  2. Cosplay more!! and hopefully be bothered to do shoots. We keep talking about doing this cosplay and that cosplay and doing this shoot etc etc but we never really bothered to organise or start anything :L I reckon the summer heat was part of the laziness. I didn't even manage to finish making my Mary cos ;~; Hopefully, I will be able to balance uni and cosplay (and work holy shit I need to find a job) this coming year
  3. Find a job jfc I wish I had a money tree
  4. Cook more!! After (and kinda a bit before) the HSC exams I've started baking quite alot and it's nice to relax by baking or cooking. It's also a nice way to spend with family, cooking for/with them^^
  5. Read more books. Seriously, I need to cut down how much manga I read and read more books. My KK got me 'The Fault in our Stars' and I'm actually really excited to read it but I didn't want to bring it on the Euro trip in case it got tattered or I lost it. So I'm planning to read it when I go to China since I probably won't have anything else to do with my cousin busy preparing for his uni exams.
So, I wish all the best for everyone this coming year^^ 今年もよろしく!そして,がんばろうね!

December 28, 2013@2:01 PM
2 days ago we embarked on a journey (sorry) to Europe trip and it is 4.30am in Athens, Greece right now. I slept at 9 since I was so tired and jet lagged so I have no idea what to do now since I'm already awake but I don't think Takhobelle is. Maybe I'll just stay under the covers and read some manga lol

The plane trip was so tiring == We flew from Sydney to Singapore, Singapore to Zurich and finally Zurich to Athens. I couldn't really get much sleep during the 13 hour Singapore to Zurich flight because I felt sick like I was gonna throw up so I only managed to 'sleep' for about 6 hours. But what really surprised me was they had Nazotoki wa dinner no ato de on the flight entertainment system for SWISS AIR. I couldn't sleep so I finished watching Cry playing to the moon and cried a litre. Then I watched Nazodin ahhhhh Sho chan is just so cute ;w;

But the lack of sleep and constantly rubbing my eyes because of lack of sleep made my eyes really red. I was so sleep deprived I felt like I was still swaying on the plane :L A bed has never felt so damn comfortable before. I think I fell asleep within a few minutes because I don't even remember my room buddy turning her light off. 

HAHAHHAA and I found a photo of me sleeping on my phone so either a ghost snuck in during the night and took a photo of me or takho did.  I'm sure it was the latter :')

So today, we'll be going sightseeing of course and I hope my camera doesn't run out of battery because I didn't charge it after yesterday. yea... maybe I should go charge it now. 


December 25, 2013@6:56 PM
Merry Christmas dears

I've been so busy with last minute packing and last minute stressing about university applications because I'm going overseas until end of January and this is really stupid because everything is confusing and ahhhhhhhh =="

I don't even know if I've given my family enough to help me enrol. I bet I'm missing something ._. Aishh I probably wouldn't have gone if I knew my laugh would be hard this way. Oh well no regrets, this trip with a few people from school is gonna be awesome and memorable^^

Maybe I should write new year resolutions. I've never written one before. Maybe because I know I probably won't get any done; not that this coming year's gonna be any different. PULL YOUR SHIT TOGETHER EVA

Anyway, I guess I'll go make my bed now. hah my room is a mess; the living room's a mess; my bag's a mess. aiyoh

December 15, 2013@12:15 AM

Today was The Japanese Matsuri Festival in Sydney and I had a chance to wear my yukata^^ Thankfully the weather wasn't too hot (and when I say too hot I mean so hot I can cook an egg on the ground) and there was still a breeze so it wasn't too suffering wearing a yukata. The annoying thing was keeping the yukata together since it didn't really want to cooperate, especially against the wind. 

Overall, I didn't really do much today except for sitting outside Chinese gardens for pretty much the whole day. A few of us kept saying we wanted to go to karaoke but didn't end up going because no one moved. But we should've just went because we just ended up spending the next few hours sitting around doing pretty much nothing. 

Then we finally decided to go to have dinner at a pho place :3 I want to try the tomato rice with crispy chicken next time but every time I go to a pho place I always end up ordering pho :L

Then we went for desserts MYY PARFAIIITTTT :3 I felt so tired already though so I just went home after I finished my parfait :L Part of the reason why I didn't stay a little longer was also because I suddenly felt so antisocial and wanted to go home and snuggle with my dolls and watch anime lol /slapped

So I did just that :3 Got home, took a shower and snuggled up with my cute alpaca (unko-chan) and watching D. Gray-man. Allen is just so cute :3

I'm actually so tired. But moving to my bed takes effort and I ceebs. aishh. I should just download Hunter x Hunter episodes and just sleep outside in the living room while watching it. 

December 11, 2013@7:00 PM


So I went out for Korean BBQ last night and also to pick up my yukata from my friend. BRING ON THE MATSURI ┏| ̄^ ̄* |┛

I had time to kill after picking up my yukata and buying my kk present so I met up with some friends and bummed around at Tom n Toms. The weather was so hot yesterday so thank the Lord for air con. We actually stayed there for around 3 hours so I reckon the staff probably wanted us gone :L Then when everyone arrived we headed to the bbq place~

How I love the words 'all-you-can-eat' but man.... I really shouldn't have just eaten nothing but meat because I felt so sick afterwards :') I literally didn't eat anything else at all since there was a rule saying you'll have to pay if you have leftovers and because we just kept taking more and more meat of course we have to finish it. So by the time we finished the 3~4 rounds of meat we took, I was so full I couldn't eat anything else. Plus, we were idiots and used both our plates to take meat so our plates were dirty. But buffets are nice indeed //pig

To work off some of the phat (well at least make ourselves feel less guilty about it) we went for a walk in Darling Harbour and of course there aren't that many kids this late at night so we went crazy on the play equipment and the water things. omg we actually got so sweaty from playing on everything XD Hopefully the parents who were there weren't judging us. hah

We all went home after that but stupid Shittyrail made me change to Shittyrail buses even though there's not planned trackwork like wtf D;

I'm watching D. Gray-man now because I've never finished it or even managed to go past episode 30 lol Anime takes so much effort jfc There are actually so many series I want to start watching but they're either all way to long or I've seen too many spoilers on tumblr that I just can't be bothered :/ Not sure if I want to start Kyoukai no Kanata or not since the first episode didn't really catch my attention. I guess I'll watch HunterxHunter after I'm done with D. Gray-man since I loved the manga. Rereading the manga now before I start the anime huehuehue HISOKA YOU PERFECT CREEP <3 p="">

December 4, 2013@8:48 PM

So I didn't end up going to karaoke today because my stomach decided to be a massive bitch and start a war with my throat. I don't even know what I ate to make it do that. Well I went out for afternoon tea yesterday with a friend since she happened to be around my suburb at that time and she hadn't eaten lunch yet so might as well just bum a bit. We ate 'baby chicken' (吊烧春鸡) haha it was pretty hilarious because I was just about to explain to her that it wasn't really 'baby chicken' and that they just worded it badly. But then spring chicken is basically 'baby chicken' so not really much I could say about it.

So yeah, I was pretty bloated after finishing dinner and I should've known better than to stay up late. I had massive heartburns around 1 and I was just gonna sleep it off but of course, that's not how life works. I thought maybe I would feel better after I throw up. hah nope.

Threw up twice

yum.

So, I'm staying home today and eating congee. Even if I did feel better I don't think I would've survived 5 hour k with a dead throat. I guess that means I'll organise another one next week. Oh well I guess it's good too since it'll be before our group dinner and I can go buy my kk present then.

Speaking of presents, I still haven't bought my tutor a present and visited her yet. I feel so bad :/ It's not like I don't want to visit her; I do I really do but I want to get her a present too because she's just been the best teacher and friend I could ever ask for. So I didn't want to visit her empty handed. So I'm still deciding what to get her :/

I came home today to two cute little lorikeets ahhhh I fed then some bread haha but they left the bread crumbs on the floor lol ungrateful betches. It was so cute when one of them came back a while after :3 But when mum tried to take a picture and walked outside, it got scared and flew away :')

@12:13 AM
yes. I'm done. jfc

I decided to (attempt to) revive my blog but because I abandoned it for so long I had to change and fix stuff. Plus, I'm an idiot and accidently deleted images so I had redo some things. Although I just half-assed fixed it, it's done. I don't care anymore shhh

I deleted the depressing rant hah. But wow the last time I blogged before that was October 2012 o-o such long much abandoned wow~ So much shit has happened since then that I can't even be bothered to blog about everything. It would take up way too much space anyway. It pretty much went along the lines of: year 12; school; cosplay; exams; cosplay; karaoke; exams; lazing around; exams; cosplay; exams; exams; exams. And graduation. 

Hah I actually still don't feel like I've graduated yet tbh. I still feel like I'm a high school student that's on her holiday and I will be back to school soon. Maybe this is what doing nothing does to you. I feel so unproductive that I'm actually finding ways to make myself think that I'm doing something productive - like sewing. But then, my short attention span doesn't let me continue sewing for more than 3 days straight. So I'm back to square one.

I've been going karaoke and movies alot lately. (As if I don't go to karaoke alot already haha) 2 weeks ago - or at least I think it was 2 weeks ago I can't tell time when I don't have school - I watched Thor 2 with the Japanese Extension buddies. I have not fangirled this much in the cinemas before LOL We sat at the very back and I was sitting next to Perapera. So that meant we were spazzing like crazy. Plus, the cinema was pretty empty so we didn't really have to hold back. I can't help it. Tom Hiddleston is too dreamy.

Then, a few days later, I went to watch Insidious 2 with some friends. I think that was the first time I've ever watched a horror movie in the cinemas. I actually found that less scary than watching it at home on a laptop, maybe since I'm not watching it alone and senpai next to me was scared it was so cute and funny (I'm sorry). 

Going to 6 hour k session tomorrow with the homodachis. Well, technically 5 hours since I want food first. Gonna go to bed and read more yaoi luls お疲れ山です

October 19, 2012@11:05 PM


I've abandoned Jpop for so long now ._. but after hearing this song I remember why I liked them so much again ^^~

This week was our first week of year 12 classes. Somehow I've survived..... but I have a feeling I will go through the same I-hate-maths-so-much-omg phase ==" I've had such good teachers these 5 years..... WHY NOW?! WHY ON THE LAST YEAR?! WHYYYYYYY?!!

I miss my 3unit class so much :'( I was so depressed the other day thinking about how I'll be stuck in that pigeon #2's class for a year more and how much fun I would be in if I dropped down to 3unit.......TTATT

Compared to maths, I'm pretty okay with my other subjects. I'm even enjoying English more than maths....and I dont like English D: I'm even liking Jap extension more than maths =="

orz

Anyway, my gran will be leaving earlier than me to China and her flight's tomorrow ==" Good bye decent food for 2 months @_@ Gonna be so forever alone at home by myself :'((((



October 7, 2012@3:30 AM
It is technically Sunday right now.......so school is starting again tomorrow TTATT

I really need to study this time ==" I really need to get my shit together ==" I WANNA COSPLAY NEXT YEAR DAMMIT :'( I even bought red shorts for chopper :( since my ones were....... hrmm..... dodgey

And I said I would read a book these holidays.......;A;

I went to the beach on Thursday with my gran and dad but I was an idiot == Didn't think it would really be that hot so I wore mid sleeved shirt and legging ==" I was melting D: but we sat in the shade near the beach so it was nice and breezy :')

We went to high tea yesterday since my mom actually got these coupons. It was......not that nice actually D: It was a rip-off D: and the service is crap, but anyway when we finished we sat there for a while and then a huge group of people came in and my dad started laughing. So I asked him why he was laughing.
Dad (in chinese): stupid peope. So many stupid people.
so mean :')

Anyway spent these two nights on synchtube with friends :L So much more fun watching videos at the same time as other people even if it's just music videos ^^

Anyway I shall sleep now ._. it's 3.30 am now since it's daylight saving Q_Q

October 4, 2012@9:34 PM


Kuuuuuuuuu I've left my blog to rot and die D: Nya~ I will try to save you again >A<

It's still holidays right now after a hectic few weeks of studying, tests, studying, more tests, more studying, tests, last minute sewing (literally). Then came Animania, karaoke, Cosplay bbq, and lazing around and doing nothing in between. School's soon (year 12) and I need to get my shit together =="

But these one and a half week was fun^^ Cosplaying and meeting new people (aka creeping people out; my specialty) and speaking jap with my friends LOLOLOL I want to cosplay next year TTATT I hope my gran's gonna let me go to Smash 2013 :( I got a 'no' at first but meh persuading people is what I'm good at.

Aishh but if I want to cosplay next year I really need to study hard.... Studying for the Prelims was the most I've studied my whole life D: First time to actually sit down for the whole day and (with minimal procrastination) study :L Studying for maths was fine :L I actually kinda enjoyed it but eco and physics was a betch :/ MUST GET PUMPED FOR NEXT TERM D8

September 9, 2012@4:00 PM
So I was looking through my stuff trying to find a notebook to write in. Then I found an exercise book I used in Primary with a title page "Poems"

Paul lost his ball,
Couldn't find it anymore.
So he opened the door,
Had a fall,
Fell flat on the floor,
And found his ball.

I have no idea what Year 4 me was thinking but this is going right in the childhood :')

September 6, 2012@12:24 PM

Haha this blog is so dead and the fact that I'm blogging right now just shows how much I don't want to study for Eco ==" WHAT AM I GONNA DO FAAAAAAAAAA A WHOLE 13 CHAPTERS OF CRAP I NEED TO LEARN BY TOMORROW

Aishh I've actually been studying quite alot these few days. This is the most I've studied my whole life O_O Anyway, I have a new obsession lately. REBORN SEIYUUS <3 :3=":3" adorable="adorable" and="and" arashi="arashi" are="are" but="but" derps="derps" div="div" homg="homg" in="in" just="just" looks="looks" love="love" one="one" rebocon="rebocon" sexy="sexy" still="still" such="such" their="their" they="they" thing="thing" voices="voices" were="were">

But one thing that made me go wtf wait huh WUT was when I found out the person who voiced Squalo (Katekyo Hitman Reborn) also voiced Kikumaru Eiji (Prince of Tennis)....... wtf O_O that's real talent.... how can someone have such a versatile voice. To add to that he was also Hisoka's (Hunter X Hunter) voice actor O_O Cannot unhear XD

..... I need to get off Youtube and study

August 22, 2012@8:44 PM

I haven't blogged in so long O__O plus I want to change my lay but alksjdfhaksljhf so much I want to do ...so little time ;A;

I have started to do some work at night.... lol 'cool story bro' ..ye thanks bro
fark why is it so hard to just sit down and do work huh ._. People just amaze me with their ability to stay focused in class o-o aishh I really need to start studying for the prelims.

I've just been obsessing myself over Ib recently. For those who don't know what Ib is, it's a rpg style horror game and although the graphics are 'how-the-hell-would-these-graphics-be-scary' lovely, it is actually pretty scary. I've played it twice since I didn't get the ending I wanted since I wasn't 'nice' enough to Garry and the ending you get depends on how you play. Ahh Ib and Garry are so cute :3 Even though Ib is like what, 8?? and Garry's 20 something :L That's not creepy at all ;D

If they made a manga or anime on this I would definitely read/watch it -w- A drama or a movie would just ruin it

My English is so bad that I'm scared I won't even be able to handle Standard English next term ==" I'm gonna set a goal for myself to read at least one book this holiday...

haha.....

that was my goal last holiday ==" orz

July 8, 2012@5:49 PM
I can't believe one week has already passed ._. I have done nothing....well a little. 3 lines. fuck.

I really need to read Emma, and write notes, and wake up earlier, and sleep earlier, and catch up to dramas, and catch up to variety shows, and and and and omg @_@

Why can I never get anything done :'( WAEEEEEEEE

and my mind is so dead right now. All that's going through my mind right now is how screwed I am for school. Plus smash is coming up and I don't think I'm gonna be getting anything done after Friday.

aishh. it's so depressing to think that this is practically the last holiday that we are still year 11 :'(

July 7, 2012@1:21 PM

(gorilla's cake :3)

We had a LOL (League of Legends) party on Thursday AHAHAHA well not really a party but meh :/
I was gonna get to our friend's house at 10 but NOOOOOO Shittyrail said no ._. and so I was caught in a stupid half an hour delay =="

When we actually started playing I realised how slow my actual laptop (and my net kinda) was because I actually thought 10 FPS was normal....until I saw the other's laptops reach 60 FPS orz Right now I just finished defragmenting my harddrive so I'm testing lol again :/ When I was about 5% defragged last night, I finally reached 30 FPS at one point. Man it was like paradise.....but then I dropped back to 7 FPS later afterwards :/

okay.. it's started....Well it started off at 1 FPS lol then it went to 3 FPS, but now it's at 35 FPS FUCKKKYEAAAAAHHHH but it's like going up and down :/ oh well it's so much more nicer than the usual stopmotion pro :')


and I was trying other champions like gorilla told me and lol I take back what I said about veigar being useless :L Viegar's like a squishier ranged version of Nasus :L imma learn veigar then :3 but her build is gonna be different though cos she's squishy ._. and doesn't have lifesteal :(


Anyway going out to eat now. SUSHEEEEEEEEEEEE :3 i think

June 27, 2012@9:26 PM
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LOL I finally went and watched Avengers :3 It was so good XD and and and and tony stark was so alkjfhksdlajhf ♥

The 12.30 session either sold out or the website lied to us so we had to wait until the 2.45 session :/ So off we went to Dymocks. Me, with the horrible sense of direction led us the wrong way and so we went down and up and left and right when we could've just went straight along the street :L Can't trust me to take you to places I've never actually made my own way to :L

Anyway it was a strike today but maybe since holidays are just 3 days away, it felt like holidays have already started and I was pretty sad when I remembered I still had school tomorrow :/

meh gonna go sleep now, I've been sleep deprived for the past few days. The bad thing about having an iphone is it's very tempting to watch videos and read manga in bed =="

June 12, 2012@9:50 PM
I realised I don't take my subjects at school seriously enough, not even Jap, which is saying something. I'm not even sure why I chose to do Jap in the first place. Maybe it was because it sounded fun and I could understand my dramas and anime better :/ Jap at school has become so boring now. I miss the old teacher. Mrs G is just.... yea O_O I'm really reconsidering taking up extension next year :S

Bad-ish good news: I got a job interview :D But I think there's gonna be alot of people there since the email said that I could bring friends if they were interested and they're probably just wanting to see how many people are actually interested and not hire anyone :/ To go or not to go? To trek of not to trek?

Aishh... why couldn't they just called the people that they were actually thinking of hiring instead of calling everyone up and giving them false hope....crey crey I want a job =="

I'm so sleepy and I haven't gotten anything done yet again.... I can't remember the last time I actually sat down to do homework and didn't procrastinate ._. ヤバイヤバイ (ノ_・。)



June 11, 2012@12:17 PM


It's the Queen's birthday today!! PUBLIC HOLIDAY YERHYERHYERH

Anyway I've enjoyed the long weekend of lazing around and LOL-ing. But wtf I'm still so shit ==" Aishh I need to play more Bot games to improve :/ Playing with me on your team is like having a handicap AHAHAHA

Well...at least this lump of health improved and got a kill :D

Ahh watching Digimon Tamers now....lol what of my life XD I realised I never finished it :L

The weather is so gloomy and cold ._. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow.....

June 8, 2012@10:01 PM
Thank god for the Queen..... 's birthday. LONG WEEKENDS WOOT WOOT

More lazing around and doing practically nothing -w-
Farhh I need to find a job soon :/ But getting rejected is just so depressing TAT
Might try to apply for chinese restaurants if I get rejected again =="

The few chapters I've been reading these few days (Jiraiya and Itachi's death) have been so sad. WAEEEE MUST YOU KILL OFF EVERYONE D;

betch.....

Anyway right now I shall make the decision of lol or ff or more naruto :/

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