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March 18, 2010@10:15 PM
 10th grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 11th grade The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Graduation Day A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. A Few Years Later Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Funeral Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried. too sweet ): and yes crystal is a ghey gibon ;)
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March 16, 2010@9:56 PM
 i love those things^ so yummy we were spamming ppl with notifs on facebook commenting on a foto; soz ppl; anyway ghey duffy again and her ghey science talks; got 21 for science test (: happy with it coz it's over 20 but IM UNDER AVERAGE ); sobsob ): but yea i have to get a tooth pulled out tmrw >_> HELP ME im gna die... crystal is a GHEY gibon; AHAHAHAHA jks xP
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March 15, 2010@9:05 PM
can't stop saying TEEHEE now stupid mish ==" yes denise dear;maths is ALWAYS enjoyable because i'm there ;) you know you love me^^ at recess we were fully having an emoticon fight mish...equals equals me: equal equal SPEECH MARKS oh beat that :D mish: tee tee speech marks me: column bracket mish: column dee flossy: dash dot dash :) me: ... dot dash dot ._. OWNED yes; we have nothing better to do (Y) GAY my computer just ran out of battery just then >.< anyway at lunch, angela was teaching mish guitar so i tagged along YERH^^ and i learnt the first 2 bars of 'hey there delilah' if you dont know it; listen to it; it's a superly superly nice song (Y) and yea...i have to do ghey commerce homework now, so yea;
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March 14, 2010@6:50 PM
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March 13, 2010@9:37 PM
 i got tricked; GAY
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March 11, 2010@9:14 PM
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@9:11 PM
 still deciding if i should bring camera tomorrow...scared i'll lose it eh; but i want to take photos ): andandand 1 more thing; i shall be wearing a dress since everyone says i always wear shorts and jeans :P |
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March 8, 2010@8:53 PM
DUFFY CAN GO PK AND DIE IN HER LITTLE BLACK HOLE she's so gay she cant tell the difference between canto and mando; she fails ==" SHIT MAN; full on told me off for talking in chinese in science; i mean frigging hell; i wouldnt mind if she talked in french or indian or egyptian or whatever; but the worst thing was she only told ME off; while annie was the one who started it; SHE GOT AWAY WITH IT TT^TT in the morning we had cross country... it was so fail; i got 5.24 while everyone else got like 4's and angela got 3 something; pro people O_O yea but anyway i fail :P andandand i bought ViVi today; so happy^^ but it's february issue; so gay; BUT IT HAS ONE OF MY HUSBAND AKANISHI JIN IN IT; he looks weird but still very hot (:    and yea i love my husbands nodnod |
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March 4, 2010@10:21 PM
i have more but i'll leave it at that... i put a star next to the ones that i like even more I didnt put much of KAT-TUN's songs coz they have too much and i love all of their songs and i'll LOVE AAA coz they can dance and sing so yea... and Unicorn....they're like what? 60yrs old but they stil sing good^^
click on the song to listen in youtube; to download the song (this is bad :L) go to 4shared and type in the name of the song and artist and you'll prolly get it |
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March 3, 2010@9:51 PM
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SynopsisHigh school student, Kamishiro Yu doesn't fit in and is constantly bullied; fed up with the abuse Yu secretly trains in boxing and takes revenge on those who once bullied him. Eventually Yu's defeats call the attention of the local thugs, and Yu soon finds himself forced to keep fighting in order to keep his place, his holyland. Cast
Super good drama; very real fighting and the plot in my opinion was pretty good; they have subs on dramacrazy.net/ but not yet finished.
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@8:56 PM
there i'm making a post about my birthday and yes so my birthday was yesterday, and it was HECTIC like communitychannel says; i got so many prezzies^^ and oh denise i tried on the shirt - it's a tad big but it still fits 'perfectly'. AHAHA and i took amy's Student ID for one day; TEEHEEHEE; juka was awesome for giving it to me ;) i had such a good day yesterday; simiri wasnt here so we didnt have to do our speeches; i found my train pass; and of course eating dinner with family was funfunfun (8  i'm a little kid who, YES loves presents <3 now, for today, we were in the library, so no speech again^^; and duffy was being gay again; and yes shout out to nathan who is GAY and thinks you have to register to comment on the cbox; KEKEKE |
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March 1, 2010@8:31 PM
i lost my train pass... like really really lost it...the never getting it back losing it ): i need to get a new one ): but oh well, i got screamed at but it's all good? i think i lost it when i was getting Wang and Jewel's present; I put it in my pocket after getting out of the station - why did i do that ==" - and then when i was getting my wallet, IT WAS THEN....*sigh* did u guys like my domo-kun bag? i liked it...watever my birthday tomorrow, erica drew a picture of me for me^^ TEEHEE can't wait to get it ^&^  |
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February 27, 2010@9:17 AM
it looks kinda retarded and out of proportion; china stuff >.> but oh well so kawaii ><  |
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@12:43 AM
msn calling with crystal aka old man aka the one with the sucky internet her net sucks; u hear me crystal; IT SUCKS first we did it with webcams but NOO her net sucks so we just talk  |
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February 25, 2010@9:09 PM
but there's still random blotches from the soap in it; but oh well, better than nothing :x my brother came over to practice driving and buy stuff here in chatswood; so we went out to eat jap food nearby; it was very fun and yummy; we had weird coversations but it was still good la; we talked about indian train drivers; indian taxi drivers and annoying asian bosses; funfunfun; and how indians pronounce the names of places weird; curry accents!! and yes congratulations on FINALLY getting the a b c riddle thing; i swear you guys are so slow; and oh i found a picture that reminded me of you;  |
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February 24, 2010@8:30 PM
as some of you might know, i killed my iTouch ); i was just trying to wash my clothes and then i heard a weird sound coming from the washing machine...and i was swearing full on when i saw my earphones ._. *sigh* i fail... tried drying it but didnt work...dad said he'll give me his one, but funnily they're awfully easy on me this time; i thought they'd scream but oh well - it's better this way (: anyway, i should be doing my homework now, but i dont want to :P
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February 23, 2010@6:25 PM
 i love holga cameras <3  they take pretty photos (: |
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February 21, 2010@10:13 PM
我看到他读翻书, 所以我杀了他 我表面很和平,却内心喜欢人死 me: 全部都有个'死'字GE? wilkins: 是他GE STYLE 啦 GUM我转下STYLE啦;我唔写死 我写个'GAY'字 us: ==" wilkins has a witch's hat he calls 'William' but our teacher always calls him william, even though we explain to her that his name is wilkins and the hat is william ;L |
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February 20, 2010@9:11 AM
I FINALLY FINISHED DOMOKUN SKIN; so proud of myself :D it takes so long making skins :/ but oh wells some people may be confused of my thingy connection my lip to my gum i just cant explain things but yea i got bored and searched it up;  you know where the piercing is? that's were i hav to cut D: GAY i feel so rebel i keep on taking my plates off >.> gran going to china today ): i'll have to be an independantly minded young lady (: |
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February 18, 2010@9:42 PM
i dont know if i should keep the plates or not; mum and gran said if i really really cant stand it; i can stop if i want; but the inner me is telling me that i've already spent alot of money on this and if i stop it'll all be a waste of money; but it really is stressing me out and making me depressed; other than having to wear the plate for about one and a half year, i have to pull out the remaining baby tooth and also 4 more adult teeth to let the wisdom teeth; but wait there's more; i have to cut the thingy connection my lip to my gum because it's ' stopping my jaw from growing' BULLSHIT; i HATE doctor Lee ._. i just feel AWFUL right now; i feel like i want to cry and just give up but i know i shouldnt...
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February 17, 2010@7:00 PM
i got my plates today ): they're HORRIBLE i cant talk properly i cant swallow properly i cant close my mouth and my lips still hurt and still numb from pulling teeth out :< cant wait to get braces and then i can close my mouth properly @_@ AND my teeth are starting to hurt and my ulcers are hurting too D: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH i still have homework too >.< STUPID DUFFY and her double sided sheets
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February 16, 2010@7:32 PM
i have so much homework to do ;( i'm getting my plates tomorrow *sob* -goodbye chocolate- -hello chocolate milk- and what the hell is tourette syndrome; god duffy is gay >.> i'm gonna diefrom pain O_O two ulcers on my lips; tired as ever and too much homework piling up; ARGHH!!! die duffy DIE anywayz, i need to go to dinner now (: and i like food "be safe, be well, eat fruit" - communitychannel ;D  |
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February 14, 2010@7:39 PM
although they cut out a lot (and i mean A LOT) of parts of the story; it was still very good; the effects were good; and and and...logan lerman is hot (:  AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (; anyway, i had a usual funny chinese school day; full of canto speaking mando classes and dau gong lan gag bei choi ;DD
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February 13, 2010@12:12 AM
it was swimming carnival today and it was crazy @_@ first i was just talking with ppl when erica told me they were calling breakstroke NOW; i was like oh crap oh crap oh crap so i speed changed left my bag with someone and lined up in 14 yrs; then there was this teacher that was so annoying; she was like " line up properly in your house colour and year";how was i supposed to know where it is; GOSH; and after i epik failed it i was just talking with fish and zoe; when i was going to change i couldnt find my bag of clothes ._. i actually went around the whole place 3 times until i gave up :x i actually saw a bag but i thought it wasnt mine coz i kept on thinking mine was a harvey norman bag but it was actually a duty free bag ;) yerh i'm pro and i had to walk BAREFOOT coz i cbb to wear my shoes so know my feet hurt like hell :< sleeping on the towels were nice and the clouds and the sky were pretty today (L)  |
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February 12, 2010@11:30 PM
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February 11, 2010@10:52 PM
i dont feel like going anymore ._. i dont feel like swimming; maybe just enter breaststroke :P but i want the sky to cry as hard as it possibly can in the morning and stop in the arvo - then only competitors would go and then the TINY pool wont be crammed with hundreds of people and it would just be very very crazy @_@ WAAAHH havent done any school homework yet ): cbb go swimming >.> |
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February 10, 2010@10:37 PM
You're sitting around the tree, you're opening your gifts when
You notice its the one you saw them get just last year They wrapped it up again and stuck a new name on the box And here you are this year with somebody else's lousy socks But you pretend that you like it You pretend that you love it Pretend that you need one , was looking for some You cant contain, its that much fun you cant believe that this is what you got And how much you like it You watch the next person who's opening their gift now You bought them cheap stuff from the news agency downtown They open up their gift.. uh oh you left the price on And now they'll know you bought it when it was marked 50 down But they pretend that they like it They pretend that they love it Pretend like they need one, they were looking for some They cant contain, its that much fun they cant believe that this is what they got And how much you like it You pretend that you love it Pretend that you need one , was looking for some You cant contain, its that much fun you cant believe that this is what you got And how much you like it |
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February 9, 2010@7:31 PM
さっきまで泣いてた君が 今隣で笑ってる 少し先に待ってたこの未来に たどり着けて良かった “君を傷つけたくない” この言葉に逃げていた 本当は誰より 自分が一番 傷つくのが怖くて 今夜 孤独と自由を羽にして あなたに会いにゆく 壊れそうな心の止まり木は あなたと架けた願い 出会ったあの日の夢を見た 手もつなげないまま二人 笑い声が ただ時をつないだ 未来なんてまだ見えなかった 目が覚めて 君 想えば 手のひらにこぼれ落ちた あの日のぬくもり そっと握り返して 溢れた涙に目を閉じた どんな 些細な痛みも分け合って あなたと歩けたら 途切れそうな心も抱きしめて あなたのそばにいたい どんな 孤独も自由も羽にして あなたに会いにゆく 壊れそうな心の隣には あなたと描く未来 どんな 些細な痛みも分け合って あなたと歩けたら 途切れそうな心も抱きしめて あなたのそばにいたい 明日もそばにいたい |
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@7:22 PM
Heh! too much homework man; so busy and yet her am i blogging ignoring the fact i have a lot of homework piling up. HEHE. Duffy was so gay yesterday ==" her and her off topics; but WHY did she have to talk about her boobs O_O went on and on for half an hour. stupid GAY peking duck duffy: Imagine this: your in the middle of a hot desert and suddenly you see this fridge, when you open it, this cold hair pours out and then suddnely it slams on your boob. That's what a mammogram feels like. us: O_O duffy: (keeps on rambling) and then there's when you do sport and if you have big breasts and they go up and down *does the most 誇張(exaggerating) thing* us: ehhh..... >.>" i know i'm slack ;P i still havent contacted books yet; I'll do it THIS weekend (Y)  |
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February 7, 2010@12:56 PM
Main Cast
Xue Hai was a certifiable dork when he first arrived in Shanghai. After his schoolmate Bao Zhu saved him from bullying, she became his first love. Then, a misunderstanding caused them to lose contact when she moved back to Taiwan. He thought she dumped him. So he transformed himself from a dork to a hunk in order to seek revenge.
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February 6, 2010@8:36 PM
i made a little domo kun yesterday, but bluetooth thingy screwed up and i didnt have cable so i i couldnt put it up; it's so cute >< north shore was so boring today;i didnt have my phone to entertain me either D: it poured and everything was so gloomy; i didnt do my science homework coz i didnt have time and i didnt get it @_@.... me: umm...miss? sensei: yes? me: i left my work at home, can i give it to you next week? sensei: okay ha. urghh... have to contact book; MUST NOT BE SLACK; and need to do science ); so busy... we are buying house in HK so gran has to go back to HK for a week starting on the 20.02.10; leaving me alone D: i dont know what to eat; i cant cook i cant do the washing; oh yea crap i have to make my own bed O_O and i CANT make my own bed; 's not my fault the blanket is so heavy *-* im prolly gna have such an unhealthy week with pizza and instant noodles ==" i covered my diary *YAY* with nobuta *YAY* with kame and yamapi *faints*  |
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January 31, 2010@12:28 AM
 WARNING!!! THIS ANIME IS JUST TOO CUTE^^ Sawako Kuronuma, called Sadako by her classmates for her resemblance to the character from Ring, has always been feared and misunderstood because of her appearance. There are rumors that Sawako can see ghosts and curse people. But when her idol, popular boy Kazehaya, begins talking with her, everything changes. She finds herself in a new world, trying to make friends and talking to different people and she can't thank Kazehaya enough for giving her these opportunities. Slowly, but surely, a sweet love is blossoming between the two as they will overtake any circumstance or clear obstacles in their way. For people who do read this. YOU MUST WATCH THIS ><
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January 29, 2010@9:36 PM
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January 28, 2010@10:26 PM
i acually thought there was school today, so when erica asked me to crys' house i was like, "HUH?! there's school though" until she told me school was on friday O_O It was fun, but my new WHITE converse shoes were RUINED we went down to the mangroves to look for crabs. THEY WERE PERFECTLY WHITE WHEN I WORE THEM TODAY ): now i have to wash it >3< i failed at twister; it was just too hard eh; and i have a disadvantage of short legs and short arms *-* we played Wii and i think that was about it; 'crab hunting' took too long WAAAHHHH it's school tmrw D: my dad has to go to canton for 6 months and i'm stuck here going to school; NOT FAIR!!! and now i shall leave you coz i hav to wake up EARLY tmrw ><
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January 27, 2010@11:16 PM
  i don't even know why i took this picture @_@ it just looked cool...  i bought this from 7-eleven. TEEHEE. GOR日飽死我啦~ ketchup was a bit messy though...coz i did it ;P     The drink was nice.... Dont be mistaken peoplez. There was a straw okay. It is NOT a baby bottle.  I didnt edit this. HOORAY for backlights *^^*  i just like food okay!  KEKE i was so freaked when i saw this... i was like, Aaaahhh...why is that idiot wearing a tomato on his head?! we took 397 photos so i dont think you would want to see them ... |
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@10:59 PM
finally back from china ): it was so fun^^ there's too many things to talk about so i think just these few days would be enough... We went to this restaurant to eat lunch and that restaurant (大榮華) was owned by this dude called 'tou tou'. CELEBRITY (: and yea we asked him to take photos with us. yes i know, how sad.  yes he very fat. but he's still famous^^ And then we went to that wetland park thingy. Everything was kinda dead -.- coz it's winter lar; but we still saw some birds . The next day we went for buffet - and that was when it got bad. I felt fine that night so i ate KFC *woot* but the next day on the plane, i felt so sick i kept throwing up and it was just HORRIBLE ): but i'm fine now 8D...i think...  YAY FOR DOMO-KUN!! and metoo^^ |
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December 21, 2009@6:14 PM
YATTA i found a computer at the hotel >< this hotel is AWESOMEE; they hav hot springs and if this computer had card reader i could upload fotos but sadly it doesnt; it's lyk in the middle of nowhere ._. but yea... i'm going on a ship thingy later so i won't write much today...unless i can get the computer again *evil laugh* but yea it's FREEZING here in TW ): but i lyk; so many 'leng zais' ;DD AHHH need to pee; and gtg so maybe; I SAID MAYBE; i'll write more about the hot springs n stuff but it's not definite :P
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December 18, 2009@10:51 AM
WAHAHA going to HK today; denise doesn't get to go; MUAHAHA havent blogged for a while; cbb anymore; it's annoying >.> trying to make a new template for christmas, but haven't even started; I HAVE 1 AND HALF HOURS TO MAKE ONE; prolly gna be crappy :P so... MONDAY went around chats doing nothing much; took sticker fotos with eunice and karina; i was trying to look for a kebab store, but i couldnt find one, so i bought subway; but then i was trying to be healthy so i got the wholegrain bread...it was awful; didnt finish it ==" but then eunice told me that there was a kebab store, i just passed it D: it was my bro's BD so i bought him a card from K-mart; it still feels so awkward with his gf around coz she's just so nice =.= his kitten is so cute and clean *^^* he said that he got it from a vet who got it from a friend who had a cat who had 10 kittens; O_O TUESDAY gran went yumchaing with her someone, so i had nothing to do; so i went to watch new moon with karina; IT WAS GOOD CRYSTAL >< but not enough excitment ._. then her mum took us to eat jap food^^ yumyumyum; so bored that day; starting watching pokemon again ==" WEDNESDAY had to go to school coz we had to do KK; and nancy was going to ice-skating ); i wanted to go... but anyway esther thought turtle was her KK so that went according to planned ^&^ turtle was my KK so she gav me a teddy bear (so cute) and spongebob Tshirt and a music book thingy; thank you lar~ THURSDAY didnt do much on thursday o.O i dont even remember what i did... anyways; OMG LIAR GAME EPISODE 5 WAS OUT; IT WAS SO GOOODDDD /hehe and note to crystal: watch shorts; so funny ;DD
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December 11, 2009@6:22 PM
it was the last day of school today; kinda; coz i still hav Wednesday to go to... speech day presentation thingo was so tsumaranai *-* denise and i finally gave up and started playing with our phones and ipod under the booklet they handed out ;DD after the school hymn; i was so gup liu and had to go biu liu /hehe; i was getting so bored of hearing ppl speak >_______<" went to hursty afterwards; erica needed to go change; the dentist place tv was showing news; lau churng ( the runner ) was on it; can't believe crystal and stuff dnt know who he is; gum chuut meng dou m sek *sigh*; took some sticker photos at morning glory; first time lar~ i failed at editing ==" gna try agen on monday with eunice and karina (: we went to toy r us to play hide and seek; how lame, i know; then we went to target to play hide and seek; i found a funny picture ;)  lol; 69 dollars Then we just walked around a music store and after that went home; ohemgee i'm so tired; gran made me take a shower before going out to eat and she's gna make me take another shower when i get back from dinner; *sigh* 3 showers on 1 day; i feel so clean |
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December 7, 2009@9:10 PM
Duffy that stupid peking duck can go die in a hole >< Made us watch that boring video; why so enthusiastic, man; it's not that interesting ==" and just when i was trying to finish my jap diary, she goes "girls, i know that you're not taking notes so pens down"... oh god! how ghey can she get @_@ stupid AMEB grade songs are ghey; espesh group B - they're all at least 12 pages long >< I DONT WANT TO MEMORIZE 12 PAGES; sheesh can't wait till friday; school's so boring and it's the last week; i cant even be bothered to concentrate anymore; i nearly fell asleep in history coz it was so BORING... came across this really funny video; you should watch it^^ still trying to finish off my jap; stupid diary; why couldnt she make it due on thursday ._. |
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December 5, 2009@12:07 AM
was so sleepy this morning coz i couldnt sleep properly last nite; too excited x.x after school we went to erica's house; saw erica and esther on the way, so we waited for crys and turtle; 10 minutes passed -o- we decided to got to Maccas to wait and turtle's mum got us frozen coke; i felt 唔好意si; we played cherry drop; turtle kept on going *HEEHEEHEE* then we got pizza which = YUM; when we got back to get our easyway; we were literally RUNNING and SCREAMING for it when we saw that shannon was holdling it; i got grape milk tea with rainbow jelly; i saw turtle's one and thought it was mine coz it was purple ;DD it went really well in my opinion and it was funny when we started singing 'for he's a jolly good fellow' and he was so surprised; he face was like "WTF, this isnt tchaikovsky ==" flossy going to GZ; lucky bum :P |
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December 2, 2009@9:43 PM
ughh...i failed; i asian failed; i EPIK failed; i got a C for grade 7 piano ); stupid foster grant; ruined my all A's record ==" Jane prolly did something to upset him so he's trying to mark us ALL DOWN HE'S TERRIBLE
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