i dont know if i should keep the plates or not; mum and gran said if i really really cant stand it; i can stop if i want; but the inner me is telling me that i've already spent alot of money on this and if i stop it'll all be a waste of money; but it really is stressing me out and making me depressed; other than having to wear the plate for about one and a half year, i have to pull out the remaining baby tooth and also 4 more adult teeth to let the wisdom teeth; but wait there's more; i have to cut the thingy connection my lip to my gum because it's ' stopping my jaw from growing' BULLSHIT;

i HATE doctor Lee ._.

i just feel AWFUL right now; i feel like i want to cry and just give up but i know i shouldnt...